A little over 7 months ago I met my current boyfriend. We met on OKCupid. As most my friends know, I DESPISE online dating. I think it's fake. You know how you read a great book and can't wait to see it in the theatre? Then you go see it and it sucks? The movie is nothing like what you thought it would be? Yea, that's online dating...the online profile is never what you meet in person...sucks...
Anyways, BF and I met on OKCupid and I didn't expect it at all. Just kind of worked out. I didn't want to stop seeing him...ever...and he made me happy. He is such a great guy, and I love everything about him and his life. A major thing that makes him special is that he loves everything about me, even my love for wine and food. He always likes how I look - even when my hair is a mess! He doesn't care about that shit, which makes me worry less about looks and feel less secure about it. He does everything He can to make me happy and secure. He is everything I could have asked for. He gets me and I get him. We have so many things in common it's scary! I didn't know someone like him existed and I can't wait to see what waits for us in the future.
It's New Year's Eve and I'm sitting at home...alone. I know you might think I'm sad or upset by this but I'm really not. BF had to work a double today 7-11 and has to work a double again tomorrow 7-11 so he really can't stay up when he's gotta get up early and work all over again tomorrow. I get it. Work schedule kinda sucks for him but it isn't going to change and if I want to be with him I need to accept that and work with it. We do what we can when we can and that's the time that matters. When we live together ("holy shit I just said that?") we will be able to see each other even though we don't work the same shifts. If it is meant to be...it will be...
I can't wait to see what happens next...
Not sure when I will be on here next because I'm living my life!
Stay posted...maybe?
